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linuxxx
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Doing exams at the moment. Finished phase one out of four successfully at Monday but now stuff is going bad again as usual. Seriously, with me, everything goes perfectly fine until stuff gets official, then code starts failing, self doubt comes up and fair of failure and low self esteem hit me like a bomb.

I'm using my own framework which I actually also use in production and it works fine! But then it has to start to fucking fail at the moment I need it to work the fucking most.

I've worked towards this for five years now, I don't want to fail this! I don't want to disappoint either myself or my friends or my parents.

Fuck.

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  • 0
    rlx, bro, you're just 27 xD
  • 2
    So those thingsโ€‹ hit you like a fork bomb?

    But, yeah. I feel.
  • 1
    @vhoyer Not even close to 27!
  • 1
    @Rekonnect oh man I'm going to look at this comment again once my nerves have calmed down :P
  • 0
    @linuxxx I meant 21
  • 1
    @vhoyer correct haha. 22 in two days :P
  • 1
    @linuxxx nice nice, I'll study a proper way to compliment you in Dutch (I think you speak Dutch, right?)
  • 2
    @vhoyer Yeah my native language haha!
  • 2
    @matsaki95 Actually my birthday is the 18th ๐Ÿ˜…
  • 0
    @linuxxx just wanted to wish you good luck man. Exams are a fucked up modern day form of torture, but you'll come out stronger on the other side! Also, presumably these are uni exams so could be the last ones you'll ever have to do? If so, that will feel awesome at the end!
  • 1
    Keep calm man. No exam will ever stop you from being the fucking awesome dev that you are. The whole idea of a test saying if you got it or not is a lie, just have fun and don't give a fuck what happens.
    Love love love.
  • 1
    @stevorobs3 No uni. The system works differently here I guess but I'm studying there levels lower than uni haha ๐Ÿ˜…
  • 2
    @linuxxx calm down, get your shit done. (said dude, who drops uni this semester :D)
  • 0
    @linuxxx damn, i kinda forgot :/
    laat fijne verjaardag!! (yeah, I actually just Google it)
  • 3
    @vhoyer thanks haha!
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