I AM SO TIRED. I'm tired of this fucking shit, my marriage and relationships with my kids is great but my work is so rocky right now, nothing is stable.

If you’re relationship and home life is good, everything else is not worth losing sleep over, focus on the positives and fix the shit, it may take time but it can be fixed!

in my case both work and family are great... but im fucking exhausted and dont have time for myself!!!

ah yes, preying on the fact nobody remembers your earlier rants

are you schizophrenic

$work is hell. They’re political, ultra sensitive, and shit at their jobs. Mediocrity and minority status is rewarded above all else. The work is boring, the codebase shit, the infra shoddy, and the upstream unreliable. In one breath they tell me I’m super helpful and they can’t live without me, and in the next they say my architecture is shit and will cause problems. The pay was great before inflation evaporated a third of it.

My relationship with my family is good, but. Life outside of work is difficult. I’m still struggling with long covid, so I’m fucking exhausted constantly. This means less time with the family, less cleaning getting done, no energy for projects, etc. It feels like playing constant catchup instead of getting anything done. I trade a little bit of time I should be spending on chores and spend it trying to rest and relax instead.

I feel spent.
Like I’m caught in the gears and belts of some giant machine and I’m getting ground down into nothingness.

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