I've realized that what I once thought of as a glamorous job is really no different than any other. Speed and quantity is praised over quality and adoration is never received. Prestige is as much dependent on who you know than your code.

Maybe I'm just jaded.

Well, that seems to be the company's culture. Others are maybe better or maybe worse. What makes it glamorous is our perception. Perception is important for social status and career opportunities in the future, but what is considered as glamorous and good by the general public might not align with our inner set of values. Ask yourself what is it that you really lack and try to find it outside your current job. A side-project maybe. A thing outside of tech entirely perhaps...